Children knock on my door, I’m preparing lunch. I rush to the door and greet the two children. They have their school uniforms on. “What did you eat for breakfast,” I ask. “Nothing.” They reply. “Are you heading home for lunch,” I say. “No, we don’t have food at home.” Didn’t the school feed you,” I ask. The children shake their heads.
I apologize, say goodbye, and return to my kitchen. The children rush around the back and peer at me as I cook, quickly scanning the contents of the room. “Can we have rice?” “No,” I state. My bag of rice is double bagged sealed in a plastic bucket, tucked away from the rats. They can’t see my rice.
Can we have lirufu, please give us sugar we don’t have sugar at home.” Everyone in Buweswa has access to bananas so no I am not handing over my last banana, and I can’t buy more sugar until I walk to town on the weekend.
“No, I’m sorry, please go home.” They watch as I clean the counter. I wait for them to leave so I can eat my lunch.
NOTE:
The first two weeks at site I gave food to the children. Suddenly dozens of children were banging on my doors and windows asking for food. Currently I give my immediate neighbors bags of rice or beans on a weekly basis. I avoid giving food directly to children anymore.
During my brief visit I was moved by the beauty of Andasibe, the variety of wildlife and unusual botanicals was astounding.